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"You are what you think, You do what you think in the simplest ways"Saturday, September 5, 2009
The Turtle who fell in Love
Days had past and I've started to forget about you. It may hurt whenever I neglect you, but I know it's for the best.
Life has been the greatest and been an amazing journey from God. Love is really something, mysterious. Love at first sight is True, yet False. Making it false. After the scenario, I've totally revoked myself from such saying.
I've encountered it maybe. From you, actually. And from other human beings that seems to be or was important to me. Not that they're not today, but not like before. When this adrenaline somewhat, comes to you for a person, it gets you too much. Even more if you're the typical pathetic loser who hopes for communication from someone who doesn't know about your feelings. And I guess I'm one of them. I guess, there's a difference from loving someone who does not love you from who does not know you. But either way, for now, its not important. Love is like a new world. It's amazing at sight. It's amazing when you're in. New rules. New games. It's fun, but somewhat, you can't let go because in your thought, you belong. I believe that nothing lasts forever. And that typical feeling wont as well. I hate that I love you, but I just remind myself that hate wont last forever. And I smile.
It was 8 in the evening and I was still in school. For the record, my former Dad or whatever you want to call it, Picked me up. Friends said their goodbyes as they rushed to their cars. I just talked with the other friends I had in the campus. The rain was relaxing. You could stare at it and fly your minds to a different century. Dad arrived and I said my goodbyes and waved to them. This day was maybe the day that I realized I've stop thinking about you, shouting your name, praying for you, crying over you, etc.. I don't know if I'm sad, I don't know if I'm happy for the successful plan. A complicated devotion is something, complicated. But its just great. I've learned a lot from you, and I hope you learned something, just even a little from me. It's been a pleasure having you in my head, in my heart. You'll always be a perfect memory that I will always treasure forever and ever. I've loved you, and that wont vanish. That wont be forgotten. When I grow old, I will always remember the times I gave my love for you.
I was in the car. The car was cold and windows were icy. I wrote my name on it. Drew a heart and wrote your initials under the heart. "I'll love you forever, and ever." I whispered.
/Lance V.A.
Life has been the greatest and been an amazing journey from God. Love is really something, mysterious. Love at first sight is True, yet False. Making it false. After the scenario, I've totally revoked myself from such saying.
I've encountered it maybe. From you, actually. And from other human beings that seems to be or was important to me. Not that they're not today, but not like before. When this adrenaline somewhat, comes to you for a person, it gets you too much. Even more if you're the typical pathetic loser who hopes for communication from someone who doesn't know about your feelings. And I guess I'm one of them. I guess, there's a difference from loving someone who does not love you from who does not know you. But either way, for now, its not important. Love is like a new world. It's amazing at sight. It's amazing when you're in. New rules. New games. It's fun, but somewhat, you can't let go because in your thought, you belong. I believe that nothing lasts forever. And that typical feeling wont as well. I hate that I love you, but I just remind myself that hate wont last forever. And I smile.
It was 8 in the evening and I was still in school. For the record, my former Dad or whatever you want to call it, Picked me up. Friends said their goodbyes as they rushed to their cars. I just talked with the other friends I had in the campus. The rain was relaxing. You could stare at it and fly your minds to a different century. Dad arrived and I said my goodbyes and waved to them. This day was maybe the day that I realized I've stop thinking about you, shouting your name, praying for you, crying over you, etc.. I don't know if I'm sad, I don't know if I'm happy for the successful plan. A complicated devotion is something, complicated. But its just great. I've learned a lot from you, and I hope you learned something, just even a little from me. It's been a pleasure having you in my head, in my heart. You'll always be a perfect memory that I will always treasure forever and ever. I've loved you, and that wont vanish. That wont be forgotten. When I grow old, I will always remember the times I gave my love for you.
I was in the car. The car was cold and windows were icy. I wrote my name on it. Drew a heart and wrote your initials under the heart. "I'll love you forever, and ever." I whispered.
/Lance V.A.
posted by Lancedcape # 12:44 AM 
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