"You are what you think, You do what you think in the simplest ways"
Sunday, February 7, 2010
You would not forget
He said sorry to me just a couple of minutes ago. You know, a friend is some person you can trust but it's not something you should always base on. There are times that theres this big ball your waiting for in the sky because someone just threw it up high. But sometimes a single feather of the word "Sorry" may sometimes be enough. Some may say that sorry isnt enough. In my kind of way, it isnt really enough, but theres always this word youre going to find in his words recognizing that he had realized what he had done wasnt good for the both of us. It's through the eyes.
Last night, I cried again because of him. Just by the little things, I get the feeling so back into me. I dont know if it does to him. I dont want to act like I havent moved on and I want to push everything to have what we had back. I want the both of us happy. I just cant move on so fast like him and I'm very sorry if I'm annoying you.
I dont want everything to be like the past two years. It has been so long, and I know, youre doing great but It's just hard for me. I've already accepted that I cant have the bestfriend I had like before, but I'm just having a hard time letting go. But dont you worry, I'm letting go. I know nothing will come back and its really gone. Sooner or later, I know I'm gonna get over you. Sooner or later, maybe I'll find someone like you or even better than you. But for now, you were the very best one I ever had In my whole entire life. No one else.
And yes, I shouldve let you feel that in the first place but I guess it's too late.