"You are what you think, You do what you think in the simplest ways"
Saturday, February 6, 2010
Last night is almost the last night
Last night, I cried again because of him. Just by the little things, I get the feeling so back into me. I dont know if it does to him. I dont want to act like I havent moved on and I want to push everything to have what we had back. I want the both of us happy. I just cant move on so fast like him and I'm very sorry if I'm annoying you.
I dont want everything to be like the past two years. It has been so long, and I know, youre doing great but It's just hard for me. I've already accepted that I cant have the bestfriend I had like before, but I'm just having a hard time letting go. But dont you worry, I'm letting go. I know nothing will come back and its really gone. Sooner or later, I know I'm gonna get over you. Sooner or later, maybe I'll find someone like you or even better than you. But for now, you were the very best one I ever had In my whole entire life. No one else.
And yes, I shouldve let you feel that in the first place but I guess it's too late.
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